Saturday, January 22, 2011

Old Weird Habits

You know those old old things you "used to do..." Back before you grew up. Back before you were the you were now.

Or maybe what you just got away from doing last week?


So anyways, I was looking at some pictures of a very recently close friend, and felt somewhat sad about how I don't get to spend as much time as I would want to with them.

Then I told a friend I was chatting with about them, and something about their hair.

Suddenly, I felt almost depressed, deflated even.

I sat thinking of things, and all of a sudden, started clicking my mouse.

I haven't clicked a mouse while on the computer since last year.

Seriously, I used to sit and read articles and click it out of habit I made myself do.

But why would it come up when I was thinking of said friend?

Is it possible that encoding/decoding unconsciously causes this?

Perhaps its just the lacking of being able to do anything that made me spaz out and try and do something, anything to seem like I was able to control or help any.

I dunno.

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